what is love?
SINGLE
SINCE
BIRTH
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sounds so pity but yeah
...
bila org lain got experience having boyfriend, i tak boleh tipu yang i tak jealous. once in lifetime, i nak rasa feeling ber-dating, got hadiah yang kita nak, sembang by phone.....macam best jer kan
since sekolah menengah i got culture shock, whenever i saw good-looking seniors, my heart got attacked. it didnt happen once, but so many times, and with different persons actually. i admit i was so random when i fall in love LOL but seriously i saw many handsome seniors back then which i don't think so now 😐
i used to fall in love and got rejected in silence, once again GOT REJECTED IN SILENCE!
it means i never express my feeling but i feel like he will never accept me so i feel like i get dump by myself like yeahhhh *embarassing af 🙈
and so i never had boyfriend during my school days. . . 😶
after school, i went to matriculation college. wow living as college student was such to mainstream for me date cause of hectic schedules and assignment and projects and blah blah so i have no boyfriend bye
at university, i thought i would have one but yeah i got one LOL
seriously he is not a boyfriend
but a guy who had a crush on me *flipping hair
at least i can be proud that someone had interest on me........
okay so that guy who is one year older than me had my contact number. how? cause i was helping the bus service untuk balik kampung so i published my phone number, so he got it okay. he got my number and he whatsapp-ed me, so i replied back kindly (that's my job of course) and then he still pm me after that. He started by asking what course i took, so i replied him yeah. it sounds like an excuse but i felt uncomfortable with the attention he gave. so i felt like it will take some time for me to like him
i asked him for time, and wanted to befriend first. but he was kinda forced me to accept him. i was like duhhh 😔 i felt like living under his control and i didn't like it
about one week we communicated through phone, not by call but only whatsapp. and he asked me for more. i actually prefer slow progress sooooo i had no choice but
SINCE
BIRTH
...
sounds so pity but yeah
...
bila org lain got experience having boyfriend, i tak boleh tipu yang i tak jealous. once in lifetime, i nak rasa feeling ber-dating, got hadiah yang kita nak, sembang by phone.....macam best jer kan
since sekolah menengah i got culture shock, whenever i saw good-looking seniors, my heart got attacked. it didnt happen once, but so many times, and with different persons actually. i admit i was so random when i fall in love LOL but seriously i saw many handsome seniors back then which i don't think so now 😐
i used to fall in love and got rejected in silence, once again GOT REJECTED IN SILENCE!
it means i never express my feeling but i feel like he will never accept me so i feel like i get dump by myself like yeahhhh *embarassing af 🙈
and so i never had boyfriend during my school days. . . 😶
after school, i went to matriculation college. wow living as college student was such to mainstream for me date cause of hectic schedules and assignment and projects and blah blah so i have no boyfriend bye
at university, i thought i would have one but yeah i got one LOL
seriously he is not a boyfriend
but a guy who had a crush on me *flipping hair
at least i can be proud that someone had interest on me........
okay so that guy who is one year older than me had my contact number. how? cause i was helping the bus service untuk balik kampung so i published my phone number, so he got it okay. he got my number and he whatsapp-ed me, so i replied back kindly (that's my job of course) and then he still pm me after that. He started by asking what course i took, so i replied him yeah. it sounds like an excuse but i felt uncomfortable with the attention he gave. so i felt like it will take some time for me to like him
i asked him for time, and wanted to befriend first. but he was kinda forced me to accept him. i was like duhhh 😔 i felt like living under his control and i didn't like it
about one week we communicated through phone, not by call but only whatsapp. and he asked me for more. i actually prefer slow progress sooooo i had no choice but
Sebenarnya lelaki bkn semuanya lahir pakej skali dengan "keberanian" utk confess... bnyak bnde yg bermain di dlm kepala mereka...contohnya:
ReplyDelete-dia ni dh ade bf kot...xkn nk sebat gf org
-Takut ah kne reject
-Dia lawa sgt la...aq ni ape la sgt
-xpela...sure dia x minat kt aqnye
-x pela kne frenzon pon..asl aq dpat kenal/kwan ngan dia
So mungkin si dia ade je berdekatan.... jgn tgk jauh2
P/S
Ni spesis lelaki yg ssb jugak...x terapply dkt spesis yg lahir pakej skali dgn keberanian tersebut dan ni hanya dri segi pendapat dan pengalaman saya sendri...jgn bash pls
thanks for your opinion. totally understand yg ade that kind of guys. well i found one and he was so brave to confess to me and im thankful. but our relationship just ended pretty well after discussing. Anyway thanks for your reply. have a good day
Deletereally?... atleast u know that there is someone waiting for u right and it was ur choice in ur life either u want to accept him or not...was not a bad thing unless that guy who confessed to u was a bad guy hahah...
ReplyDeletelol he is obviously not a bad guy hehe. its just that our personality cant match lmao how bout you btw??
Deletealhamdulil'ah...still in good shape. mcm tu la hidup..makin lama makin bz.....btw, how did u know that he is not a bad guy? u know him inside out? and what if he still wait for u?
ReplyDeletelmao idk if u r guy or girl tbh, haha. But our relationship doesnt work well so we stopped contact with each other. I think its the best way, to have some distance. Anyway im so curious about you, who r u actually?
Deletei thought i already reply this..no wonder there is no reply from u...i didnt send it haha...btw...im just a normal guy or u can call it "a fan" of yours..
ReplyDeleteomg idk if i deserve to have a 'fan'. Thank u for reading :) love my new blog?
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