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Unexpected and speechless

I could not sleep. I always wonder, why you hide this from me? I really had no idea who you really are. Once I discovered that you were that mystery 'guy' that leave comment on my blog, I literally shocked, dumbfounded and speechless. And you did not know who stupid I felt, for not noticing it earlier. Now it is just too late, you already gone. I miss that time, when you still gave your attention on me, secretly. How I wish, I can turn back time, and say that I truly appreciate the words, and will say thank you for being with me all that time..

job for life

19/02/2020 2020. Masih menganggur.  Aku cuba bermacam cara. Apakah aku masih tidak cukup pengalaman? Adakah aku overqualified sudah untuk mendapat kerja biasa setakat jadi Tearista di Tealive? Bila difikir-fikir, aku tiada bermasalah. Rupanya, yang menjadi ukuran adalah resume atau CV yang aku bina sendiri menggunakan PowerPoint. Aku lebih gemar membuatnya sendiri berbanding menggunakan template sedia ada di google. Adakah resume ku cukup untuk 'menjual' dan 'memasarkan' kualiti diri aku ini? Jawapannya tidak. Tidak boleh dikira berapa kali sudah aku mengubahsuai resumeku, sampai naik muak dan stress menghadap benda sama. Aku sudah tidak tahu apa yang aku perlu ubah, apa yang aku perlu tambah, apa yang penting yang patut ada dalam sekeping resume tersebut. 2020 ni aku cuba lagi. Tak rugi untuk diubah, semakin kreatif dan semakin banyak idea yang boleh dicurah kalau kite usaha. Aku google contoh resume terbaik. Terlalu banyak pilihan, terlalu banyak jeni...

reality hits me up

Hi after a long time. Thanks  Chul kyung Hwa  for your sweet reply. Well, After internship, now I stay at home. Living without money, isnt its too burdensome? I cant hope everything from my parents right?  I always found people who work since young age is very independent. Of course me as someone who study far from home is independent too but they are a bit different. Searching for a suitable part time job is not easy. At first I considered the payment. After that I realised, what is more important than having good work environment and kind boss and friendly workers???

what is love?

SINGLE SINCE BIRTH ... sounds so pity but yeah ... bila org lain got experience having boyfriend, i tak boleh tipu yang i tak jealous. once in lifetime, i nak rasa feeling ber-dating, got hadiah yang kita nak, sembang by phone.....macam best jer kan since sekolah menengah i got culture shock, whenever i saw good-looking seniors, my heart got attacked. it didnt happen once, but so many times, and with different persons actually. i admit i was so random when i fall in love LOL but seriously i saw many handsome seniors back then which i don't think so now 😐 i used to fall in love and got rejected in silence, once again GOT REJECTED IN SILENCE!  it means i never express my feeling but i feel like he will never accept me so i feel like i get dump by myself like yeahhhh *embarassing af  🙈 and so i never had boyfriend during my school days. . . 😶 after school, i went to matriculation college. wow living as college student was such to mainstream for me date cause ...

internship experience

Be here under IT department doesn't mean i know everything about it sincerely i say i know only about 10% which is from what i learnt at university other 90% is what i'm going to learn here interesting but difficult i wish to learn everything but still it is a bit complicated here i got a chineese boss and two senior officers which are a guy and a lady. only four of us here, in a small room called IT Office. i got my own space here, a table that i can use as breakfast and lunch table, put my laptop and surf internet by strong wifi connection here ~ HEAVEN! i wanna write everything but.......... ...... ...... ...... ...... okay i will continue 💦 so my job here is to help my seniors in case other staffs in hospital call for our services. we fix anything in technical, internet connection, devices connection and many more. look simple but tbh before i came here, this hospital suffered from  server down!!!!!! OMG! i already knew before cause i have my sister ...

first

i bet people who want to start their internship will google about it, yeah for seeking information from the experienced persons......cause i did 😜 now, i am a trainee under IT department of a hospital in Melaka. i guess no need to reveal its name for privacy purpose so yeahh it's already 3 weeks of training, all i can say is you will learn a lot of new things during internship. well of course the purpose is to let you experience on working later on! but seriously it's different from being a college student so better get ready. late already. 5.15 p.m. need to get ready to punch the card 😳 one of the new thing here, PUNCH CARD!